Sometimes

Sometimes isn’t fair

And I just want to be free

Of these sometime devils running inside of my head

holding me down so that I cannot breathe

oh no

Sometimes isn’t fair

I just need some equity

a stake in my future that I can control

please behold I’m just trying to be me

good lord

cause I said sometimes isn’t free

we just started on this road

discovering myself and leasing the past to my soul

sometimes just aint nice

we all have to pay a price

for the sins of our fathers and omission of brothers

so please watch how you steer your life

god  said

you’ll never deal with more than you can

but sometime it feels like I can’t stand

on a single foot let alone two

and i’m left wishing that I was here with you.

god help me on this path

I’m singing in the dark hurting bad

and this sadness is raining inside of my head

so that all I can feel is cold blackness

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a work in progress…